Sometimes

from Suddenly by Math Club

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So this is depression -- my best friend's collection of old traumas and modern scars.
So this is self-isolation -- another night of Playstation, shooting guns and stealing cars,
when I should be out, right? Having the time of my mid-life, looking back on seventeen.
But I'm here acting like I'm seventeen.
(It's been so long since I felt anything.)

What if I don't wanna grow old?
What if I'm scared to be alone,
with all of my friends moving east,
or getting sick,
or finding peace in other lives?
Another night that's gonna go wrong before it's right.
But that's life. That's life. That's life. That's life sometimes.

So this is how it starts -- we bloom together, and grow apart,
and reconnect to save face for New Years and birthdays.
So this is the life I wanted -- stability, gin and tonic, to wash down the taste of giving up.
'Cause I should be out, right? Peddling my songs to the late night, or anyone who'd put up with me.
But lately I just sleep -- so much for the dream.

What if I don't wanna grow old?
What if I'm scared to be alone,
with all of my friends moving east,
or getting sick,
or finding peace in other lives?
Another night that's gonna go wrong before it's right.
But that's life. That's life. That's life. That's life sometimes.

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from Suddenly, released November 11, 2022
Written/performed/mixed/mastered by Wade Morrison (Math Club) in his home.

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Math Club Hamilton, Ontario

Math Club is the musical project of Hamilton, Ontario songwriter and multi-instrumentalist Wade Morrison and all of his closest friends.

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